Just Us, indescribable Entirely completed Heart's!

What if it was you, Life for a Life....... This won't BREAK YOU!! US!!  here is my story , what i personally went thru , hell and back yet again in life.... I have been sick for over 28 days with a bad viral of sort, I'm an "unofficial " case , it hit me so hard out of no where like no other this is how my situation began, on March 9th, I started to get a sore throat which progressed to my chest, by that evening to the next morning of the 10th it was like I had swallowed a fireball,, and breathing was harder, coughing up phlegm, I went to my local DR's they aren't that experienced but they did say I had stuff into my lungs had a fever of 100 , told me to do musinex, my inhaler, nebulizer, steam bathes, steam showers, hydrate. By March 13th I developed a headache, was woozy dizzy, weak, deliourious feeling like i was drugged type, fireball feeling had stopped tho, still coughing up stuff like no other, freezing and sweats, kept trying to eat stuff as I could veggies, broccolli, cauliflower, protein. Kept thinking to myself keep giving my body nutrients got to have nutrients, even vitamin C, kept hydrating. This was the worst type of viral thing i ever had in my life, gone thru , or experienced. The DR's re evaluated me, with the CDC right outside my room On March 13th, they swore my lungs sounded better, said they weren't testing here, maybe it's just our town for the covid19 that doesn't have the tests, but to keep doing what I've been ding til the 17th if not better they will give me the "Medicine" when i needed it the most. They were concerned if did then or to soon that it wouldn't work. What Medicine? The 17th came my chest just so bad in my chest plate and airway area , I wasn't as weak, but fevers on and off, and just wanted it to stop. DR's did a home evaluation, it moved to my upper chest area , they said they thought maybe working it's way out, wanted to give it til Friday March 20th, see how I was doing by then, I started effervescent along with the humidifer with everything else already been doing . those seemed to be helping some. i had no fever later in the day and my headache went away too. I was still coughing alot, but I had to do what i could to try to keep my throat and airways moist, I had done everything i was told to do and then some, but I'll tell you it had been the worst experience that no words will truly explain ever like no other in life. The evening of 17th approached as i did my tyipcal med routine that is daily life for me plus this additional routine added in trying to cope with whatever is attacking me at a rapid rate and not long after having telling my husband goodnight from getting off the phone with him while he doing what he had to be doing right now, I went into a terrible coughing frenzy and a bunch of phlegm came up, except this time it was solid red, that's right nothing but blood, and I knew then why did these dr's not do more i ha to get help and fast!
Everything runs thru your mind, as you tell yourself it will be ok, you'll be fine, it will be a good outcome, knowing you had just started coughing up blood a week in to being sick ! A friend also reminds you, you got this to stay calm! Time seems to stand still, frozen , thinking wish I had done this, done that, My love knows I love him without words, he knows , just look into my eyes! Stay calm! It's hospital time I have arrived! Chest xray and Gowned up Dr, Staff, green sign got slapped on my door saying special requirements, your heart sinks, scared trying to stay calm. This time is this the time! After all said and done, and Them doing a chest xray, they said there is no pnuemonia, lungs are clear, perfect matter of fact, but my airways were irritated and inflamed, also infected along with the esophugus, I was coughing so much as well i coughed up blood and maybe ruptured blood vessels from all the straining, Also found out my other dr's didn't take proper care due to my high risk nature in tending to me either, but cause everything I had been doing per cdc saying to do and the awareness I saved it from going into my lungs, they said now stop the over the counter stuff i had been doing , They proceeded to ask me if I'd be willing to do a shot , at that point i didn't care I just wanted to live, I wanted to be back within my Husband's arms, I just wanted my husband, I felt i could trust the dr i had so I said yes and gave me a shot of steroids with other medicine mixed with it, plus 3 other prescriptions to help kick it as they put it. They also said it would be extremely powerful. They put me on Isolation until resolved it had already been 8 at this point. Once they made sure i was able to breathe on my own , was coughing up anymore blood they discharged me that following morning from the hospital . My husband Life and whole heart sank from within him when I had to be rushed to the hospital but he stayed strong like always for us both.
Every sickness is out there already, Everyone can spread disease or germs, we the people especially children, need to be more aware and take proper cleanliness in not spreading germs and disease , really think of others , I for one am physically an anti social person by nature, yet i got sick from going to a dr's appt where a room full of people where with kids coughing and sneezing everywhere , this is what I get to endure cause I needed to have surgery and my medicine?
Today is Day 28 I am up and about i have color back to me i was able to go outside breathe fresh air, i have no pain , no fevers , nothing, i feel energized, i feel 90 percent better , why only that because part of me was damaged from this ordeal i believe that i may make some recovery but also you do have chances of having permanent damage to , but today I have made a comeback 28 days i battled and fought against something that was blinding , and silent  unseen , a secret to so many, im a warrior, i'm a survivor, my husband garry and i have a life to live together and i don't know how many times i have to say that live is going to be lived. no interruptions, by nothing or nobody. My Husband has been so amazing thru this all , doing everything he can possible to help me thru it, and somehow even during my weakest of all moments he has stayed strong for us both and held me up , I truly have the most amazing oustanding husband in not only the world but all universes, he is my world! Also people need to realize there's alot of people that have health issues that you can't even see that they have , like me most would think I look healthy or have nothing wrong with me unless you know me , or know otherwise, but that's another mistake people make thinking that they know or know everything, remember sometimes it's when you jump
off that bridge to soon before double checking all your gear that will cost you . think , be wise , safety is always first and will save lives, its always been the number one..